Thursday, August 18, 2011

find a rhythm.

Life revolves around repetition. It is healthy to have consistent waves through life, even when your life is spontaneous...right? Having interviews in various places, staying at friends houses, on the road sometimes, with my family other times...my life has no rhythm.

I can see that it is becoming unhealthy waking up and going to bed at different times, eating whenever I can grab something, and doing work in-between everything else. My patience is plummeting and I am not the most fun person to be around. Every time I wake up I have just fallen asleep, every time I try to go to bed my body thinks it's dinner, and during meals I should be working. I am having to adapt to others life styles but what about my life and my habits?

Next Monday I have another interview, and I will have to wake up around 4am to get there in time, then I will be driving around 12 hours home, and another day will pass that is completely different than any other. I will try to start Tuesday out as normal as I can, but most likely my patience will plummet, I will not be fun to be around, and I will yet again be forcing my body to conform to my families schedule. Schedules are imperative, but while in the job hunt...just go into survival mode!!!!!

Hailey Schultz






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